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mavisthemae · 3 days ago
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A side thing I really, really enjoy about the Murderbot universe is its lawyers.
For one thing, Martha Wells refers to "corporate solicitors", not "attorneys" nor "counsel". In one book (can't remember which), Pin-Lee refers to her General Counsel which is the apex of in-house practice.
Pin-Lee is close to perfectly written, she is strategic, sharp as a razor, pugnacious and ever so slightly too aggressive for everyone else's comfort, of course is a workaholic and is almost always up to her eyeballs in documents and drafting.
In Fugitive Telemetry, the second that Mensah even suggests displeasure at Indah Pin-Lee has begun her legal research, is preparing to advise and is champing at the bit to draw up a legal fireball. And she is not happy when the tack changes, but of course takes instructions and backs down. (I myself have never hissed when the opportunity to really go someone evaporates, but I have certainly felt it.)
And Pin-Lee is much more than a brain on legs. She cares very strongly about and for her team: in Exit Strategy she's well aware how dangerous a situation she, Ratthi and Gurathin are in, tries (not well admittedly) to buoy the others up and is sensibly cautious when Murderbot approaches her. When Murderbot returns to Preservation Space she's the one who makes sure that not only does it know it's free to leave again if it wants but that it has the means to do so (with the hard currency and fake IDs). She swears, drinks, parties and loves watching gruesome I-told-you-so media about hostile fauna.
She's sized up Murderbot and totally runs rings around it in her own domain - one of the funniest things for me in Network Effect (besides "no hugging") was the revelation that she'd written its contract with PresAux so as to try and keep it safe from itself. To its outrage.
The court system is never explained (with no apparent government, how are Corporate Rim judges appointed and their decisions enforced? Is there any appeal system? My guess would be that it's essentially treaty-based with each participating polity enacting the necessary legislation and the corporations entering into some behemoth multipartite Deed the breach of which brings the wrath of all the counterparties raining down...but that's circular, because - I'll stop myself here on the basis that very few lawyers will be reading this!) I'll buy it though as equivalent to the tech hand-waving. It's something that doesn't get explained because Murderbot doesn't need to know or care about the details for it and the story to get the benefit.
Pin-Lee, my unexpected sci-fi hero!
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loveforthefeminineenergy · 3 days ago
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Where You Will Meet With Your Future Spouse?💚💥😎
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Welcome to the Love For The Feminine🦋
Where you will meet with your future spouse?💚💥😎
............... Love For The Feminine 🦋 ..................
💚Pile 1:
I am feeling, you are reaching a point in your life when you just want to move, change location, change your hair style, or just have a vacation for yourself. I am feeling this, I had enough get me out of here energy.
So this will be the point, when you want to throw the towel in, an indication for the universe that alright my darling here is your future hubby or wife.
It's like the universe wanted you to finally put your own happiness first and let love in through loving yourself even more by letting go the control of the outcome and whatever was holding you back.
So my lovely reader, your future hubby or wife, it's a very free-spirited person and the reason why the two of you did not meet yet is because the lesson needed to be learned and you my lovely needed to be free-spirited as well in every aspect of your life.
Let's go with the meeting:
You are feeling your best self. You look good, you smell wonderful and your energy is very expensive and radiates like the sun. This is how you are going to be in the same physical place as your future spouse.
Your person might be in a little bit of trouble holding themselves back because they will be the one who will spot you in the crowd. So I am feeling this can be a place where is multiple people enjoying their time. Like a wedding, a party, a gathering. They will look good too. Exactly what is good for you. The flavour of this person will be for your liking that's for sure.
They are like a smooth criminal 😜 Maybe they like Michael Jackson as well. They have a charisma, charm which is combined with passion so they are ready to sweep you off from your feet.
You two will talk a lot and flirt. Very naughty, and also very exciting conversation will be between the two of you.
The energy is rising and you just feeling the chemistry and the vibe between the of you.
So how the night goes it's for you to decided, because yes they are charming but they are a gentleman or a lady.
They will be very cautious and curious about you because they never saw you before.
So this place can be very new to you.
A new location as I mentioned in the beginning can be significant here. A new bar, a restaurant, a coffee shop, or a party place in the town or in the city. This can be in a hotel as well, especially if you are planning to treat yourself with a lovely vacation.
You will be in the centre of your own world and this person would like to join in it. So my lovely be prepared to receive this beautiful connection.
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............... Love For The Feminine 🦋 ..................
💥Pile 2:
I have a feeling this pile is for the LGBTQ community.
So my lovely, if this is what you are looking for than this pile is for you.
So how you are going to meet with this person will be similar to the feeling that nothing is a coincidence.
I am feeling that how the two of you will meet it will be through another person.
This can be your friend or their friend.
It's like you are going out with your friend to somewhere or meeting up and somehow you will be introduced to your lover by them.
It's like you are going to meet with someone who can be a new person and will be your best friend and this is how you two will meet through that best friend of yourself who is the part of your soul tribe or you already have a bestie and this is how the two of you will meet.
There is a third person who knows the both of you and what's the best. So the intention is very loving and nurturing.
From the both of your energies, I am going to be honest I am feeling that you two went through a lots of heartbreaks. So that's why this beautiful mutual friend of the two of you will be a bridge for the both you to find love again. It's like the universe will send the person aka Cupid towards the both of you.
I got a very nice download also that this person can be actual a sister or a brother of someone and first you will meet this person's sibling or cousin even. This can be that they are already family related or they already know each other and that they are from the same soul tribe.
So many interesting insights in your reading. And nothing is a coincidence. I love how we are going back to the beginning. Like a full circle moment here. Yes, this is what I am feeling for you, that you will feel that when the two of you will meet it's like a homecoming.
You will feel it in your soul that this is your person my lovely and they will feel it too. 😉
Thank you for reading it and if you would like to connect with me for more lovely future spouse readings here is my pick a card love readings playlist from my YouTube channel⤵
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............... Love For The Feminine 🦋 ..................
😎Pile 3:
Let's start with one thing that you might going to meet with your future love when you are still in a relationship with someone. This can be that you are on the process of the a breakup or this person will be a last push for you to be single again, because you are going to catch feelings for this person and you would like to play it nicely and you are keeping your distance from your future love because you need to figure out and end the relationship what you are in.
I am not saying that your future love will be a rebound for you after you had a breakup. No! This will be just a sign for you that you are no longer feeling the same spark with that person who you were with before.
If you are not in a relationship or this person will be your first one, because I am sensing a virgin vibe from here as well, that it can be through out your dating phase you are going to meet with the one who will show it to you and make you feel feelings what you never felt before.
This can be even that you already meet with your future spouse but you were very focused on your lover at that time and did not really payed attention to other people which is why I wrote it here that loyalty is important for you and for your future spouse as well. So before anything happening you will close the door behind you before opening a new one.
Very mutual and thoughtful process this whole finding love for you.
This can be even that you were engaged or married before or you are on the process of it to divorce.
Fly like a bird. This is what I heard. Also I am feeling this can be online meeting as well. That you two will swipe on each other on a dating app, or write on each other social media platform.
Something very mysterious with your pile 3 is here for me.
This can be that you will not share it with this person at first that you are divorced or you went through a break up. Or you will think that is this person single or not? This can be even that your future spouse will be like a mystery to you.
Because I am feeling something with not showing the full picture just yet, because we are taking it slow. So this can be even that the two of you not even seeing each other in the physical at first because it will be long distance and after just a few months the two of you will be in the same location.
Interesting this can be even that someone will help out the other person by giving some kind of advice.
So this meeting and the setting can be very professional as well. Like you have a carrier where you are giving advice, guidance to people or your future love dovely.
So my lovely this is for you.
Thank you for reading it and if you would like to connect with me for more lovely future spouse readings here is my pick a card love readings playlist from my YouTube channel⤵
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For all kinds of channelled messages⤵
https://youtube.com/@loveforthefeminineenergy?si=PdUFUSigqc4QiebG
Also you can book a private reading with me⤵
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talonabraxas · 3 days ago
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"Creation and destruction are one, to the eyes who can see beauty." ~Savitri Devi
Kali - Goddess of Creation and Destruction Talon Abraxas
Kali, the primordial cosmic energy
Like many deities, Kali has different origin stories. In her most famous legend, Durga, a protective warrior goddess who combats the evils that threaten peace, and the Matrikas (a group of mother goddesses) summoned Kali during their battle against the demon Raktabīja. The goddesses could wound and kill Raktabīja’s, but every drop of his blood created a duplicate of the demon, and countless clones appeared on the battlefield. Kali opened her mouth, rolled out her tongue, caught the drops of Raktabīja’s blood, and the goddesses defeated the demon.
Kali is sometimes said to have emerged from Durga’s forehead and embody Durga’s wrath. Another text describes Kali as arising from the sleeping body of Vishnu, the supreme being who creates, protects, and transforms the universe in the Hindu tradition of Vaishnavism.
Kali is more often regarded as the wife of Shiva, the supreme god in the Hindu tradition of Shivaism. Her name, Kālī, is the feminine form of Kāla, an epithet of Shiva, and means “time”. She is Shiva’s Shakti, the primordial cosmic energy of the universe that is creative, sustaining, and destructive. Without Kali, Shiva is a corpse.
There are various depictions of both Shiva and Kali. It’s helpful to think of Shiva as pure consciousness, Kali as energy, and their merging represents reality.
The symbols of Kali
Many people find Kali’s appearance frightening, which has led her to be popularly seen in contemporary Paganism and Witchcraft as a Dark Goddess and a destroying force. She is a Dark Mother and a Destroyer, but not in the way many might imagine. For many devotees across the Indian subcontinent and the world, Ma Kali is a benevolent mother who protects from misfortunes and delights in their childlike qualities.
Kali is the force of time, the darkness from which everything was born. Her dark skin, black or blue, represents the transcendent void and the infinite nature of time and space. She is nude, garbed in space and free from illusions. Her body may be emaciated or voluptuous, representing her all-giving nature and her eroticism. Her wild hair represents boundless freedom, and each strand is a soul; all souls have their roots in Kali. With her three eyes, the sun, moon, and fire, she sees the past, present, and future. Her red tongue is passion, activity, consumes all, and tastes the forbidden. Her white teeth or tusks are purity, goodness, balance, and peacefulness.
Kali wears a garland of severed heads. These are sometimes said to number 108, an auspicious number in Hinduism, and the number of countable beads on a mala. The severed heads are also said to number 47, 50, or 51, associated with the letters of the Sanskrit alphabet, each of which represents a form of energy or a form of Kali. She is the mother of language and all mantras. Hands are the principal instruments of work, and Kali’s skirt of severed human arms represents the action of karma, the cycle of which is severed through devotion to her.
Kali has four arms, representing the complete circle of creation and destruction within her. She offers blessings with her two right hands; she makes the mudrā (gesture) of reassurance and safety, and bestows boons. In her left hand, she holds the blood-covered sword of wisdom, which destroys demons and obstacles to enlightenment, such as ego, represented by the severed head.
Kali’s dwelling place is the cremation grounds, a place of fire and dissolution. Kali dwells in the devotee’s heart, and the cremation grounds symbolise the inner fire that dissolves our attachments and burns away our ignorance and limitations.
Kali is a goddess of death and destruction and, therefore, a vehicle of liberation. She is a Mother because she is the ultimate manifestation of Shakti. The Shaktisangama Tantra says:
Woman is the creator of the universe, the universe is her form; woman is the foundation of the world, she is the true form of the body.
In woman is the form of all things, of all that lives and moves in the world. There is no jewel rarer than woman, no condition superior to that of a woman.
The worship of Kali
The worship of Kali varies. Common elements include meditation, repeating mantras, rites, offerings, and animal sacrifice in some temples. My practice has also changed over the years and has included simple and more extended pujas (devotional rituals) and even Wiccan-style rituals. Currently, I maintain a permanent shrine to Kali and make offerings of red flowers, water, incense, rice, and other various items from time to time.
I view Kali as a benevolent, transcendent, cosmic Mother. She grants freedom by removing our illusions so that we can see ourselves and the world clearly as it is.
If you would like to begin exploring a relationship with Kali, I suggest setting up a small shrine for her. Include a statue or other image and a black or red candle. Make simple offerings: water, rice, red flowers (hibiscus are her favourite), red fruits, and Kali also like sweets. Meditate and speak to her.
There is so much more than can be said about Kali. In future entries, I’ll explore Kali’s various forms, yantra, mantras, tantra, puja, her revolutionary power, and more.
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dduane · 3 days ago
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At Ebooks Direct...
...a quick reminder that all the prices on our ebook bundles are still holding at Black Friday levels (pretty much 50% off, and in some cases more...), because frankly I think everybody can use a little bit of a break around now.
I invite you to pause the doomscrolling (assuming that's what's been going on), take a few deep breaths, and visit another universe. Or two.
Here's an LGBTQ-centered one!
Here's one full of young wizards! Different ones.
And here's a whole storeful of books. Honestly, it's ridiculously cheap at $39.99.
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That's it! That's the post. (Except for the part where I have to add that because of Brexit, we can't sell into the UK any more. Sorry, UK friends.)
Only one other thing to add: if you'd like to assist our local economy, and you don't need or want any ebooks, there's always the Ko-Fi.) (Which doesn't care about Brexit at all.) :)
Anyway, thanks to everybody for your steadfast support of non-AI-using authors!
(Seriously, I have to add that now. It's so bizarre. Like I'm going to let some hopped-up answering machine do stuff with my name on it!) (EYEROLL)
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So uh. Cw for psychological torture (specifically white room torture/sensory deprivation). Sorry chat but I've seen no one acknowledge this
is anyone going to acknowledge the fact that the sonic franchise canonically subjected a character to white room torture for like 20 consecutive years and he kinda just hasn't been let out
Because assuming after Generations all the structures in the White Space returned to their time and are no longer in there, it means Mephiles has been stuck in 100% white sensory deprivation hell since 2006 with only one instance where he actually got any sort of relief from that. And gens was in 2011, which a lot of people forget in Meph's case because of shadow gens releasing this year. So what we saw of him then was meph in 2011, not 2024. And although it probably wasn't as long between all the games, as far as I'm aware we can't tell how long the whole franchise has taken so far, so unless we do have that information all I can say is that Gens probably took place in the original game's release year and he's been in there for nearly 20 years 😭 for a guy who was just trying to fix himself (admittedly, he was going about it in some shitty ways but also like fuck dude do you really expect a tortured, split, half god to be making decisions that align with everyone's morals) that is CRAZY???? LET HIM OUT HELLO HE PROBABLY DOESNT EVEN KNOW HIS OWN NAME ANYMORE
Especially considering the last thing he was told was "there is no future for you. Ever." That was probably rotating in his mind for AGES he probably hasn't forgotten the words but has forgotten all semblance of what they mean. man I knew IDW went into psych horror genre but I didn't realise the GAMES did it 😭😭😭 meph they will never make me hate you
For reference. This is what the Wikipedia page on white room torture says that's relevant to this.
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😭meph... Set him free... Sega I beg of you
Alternatively, what the fuck is Infinite doing inside the Phantom Ruby is he going through the same thing
I'm aware that the "stick them in the universe back corner jail" is story code for "keep them out unless we feel like bringing them back" but also Sega you've accidentally back cornered this guy into either needing one HELL of a redemption/recovery storyline or just never appearing again and literally fucking dying in there. Dissolving or some shit. Let him OUT😭
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Okay so I might have fully developed Supernatural brainrot with everything going on but bear with me as I ramble, okay?
So I made this post yesterday freaking out about Jared and Misha guest starring in The Boys s5 at some point, right? And I've come up with the most batshit insane headcanon/theory about what could happen. If it does happen, I might perish. If it doesn't happen, well, at the very least I have the basis for a really cool fanfiction once I finish The Boys and my rewatch of Supernatural. So here's the thing: in Supernatural, Chuck is a writer, right? In the TV series, Sam and Dean find this whole book series based on their lives written under the pen name Carver Edlund and they find out the author is Chuck and they think he's just a prophet but they later find out he's God. And in 15x12 Galaxy Brain, Chuck reveals to a random Radio Shed worker that he's created hundreds of alternate universes where Sam and Dean exist, but the universe that they are currently standing in, that Sam and Dean, they are his favorite. They excite him. They disappoint him. This version of Sam and Dean, our version of Sam and Dean, is his favorite. He then decides that all other versions of Sam and Dean and the stories that he wrote for them in those alternate universes were "failed drafts" and that it was time to "cancel" them. Of course the gang is able to defeat Chuck by the end of the show, but not before he goes on a rampage destroying all these alternate universes and versions of Sam and Dean (and other key story members). However, it is revealed in the prequel show The Winchesters that after Jack was instated as the new God, he reverted the multiverse to its original state.
Which leads me to The Boys.
What if The Boys is one of Chuck's alternate universe's where he's playing with Sam and Dean as his favorite toys, but he decided to really spice things up in this one, so they aren't even Sam and Dean, they're Sam and Dean playing other characters that Chuck has designed? I mean, we're looking at Jared, Misha, and Jensen all working together in the final season of The Boys, I don't see why this couldn't happen. You could argue that Vought Rising could get in the way of that happening but that's going to be a prequel series. There's no telling what Jared and Misha's roles are going to be in The Boys and when in s5 they'll show up and what will happen after the show. What I'm implying is that this is our segue into Supernatural s16. Because what if The Boys was Chuck's backup Sam and Dean? What leads me specifically to question this (aside from the fact that it's another Eric Kripke show and we're getting a Team Free Will team up) is an interaction in Supernatural 3x10 Dream a Little Dream of Me. While helping Bobby in his comatose state, Dean runs into a nightmarish demon version of himself that prods at his deepest insecurities. The interaction goes as follows: "I mean after all, you got nothing outside of Sam. You are nothing. You're as mindless and obedient as an attack dog." "That's not true..." "No? What are the things that you want? What are the things that you dream? I mean your car? That's Dad's. Your favorite leather jacket? Dad's. Your music? Dad's...do you even have an original thought? No. No all there is is 'Watch out for Sammy! Watch after your little brother boy!' You can still hear your dad's voice in your head can't you? Clear as a bell..." "Just shut up." "Think about it...all he ever did was train you, boss you around; but Sam? Sam he doted on. Sam he loved." "You made it. I'm getting angry." "Dad knew who you really were...a good soldier and nothing else...Daddy's blunt little instrument. Your own father didn't care if you lived or died, WHY SHOULD YOU?!" (Part 2 in reblogs bc of character count)
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ladybbg · 1 day ago
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I totally get what you’re saying, and I kinda see the problem for the guys in this scene. The real issue is that us 'vegebul' fan girls aren’t happy just because Bulma’s denying sex to Vegeta as a threat per se. We’re happy because finally, AT and Toei are showing the dynamics of this couple openly, which before was pretty hidden or not visible at all. The fact that Vegeta puts Bulma first over fighting was already kinda clear post-Cell saga / Buu saga, but it wasn’t this obvious. Here, you can see it’s always Bulma who changes Vegeta’s mind, whether Goku’s involved (pushing the Bulma button) or it’s Bulma herself. And yeah, the whole ‘threatening with sex’ thing isn’t exactly cool per se, but it’s funny in the context of this couple’s dynamic, where Vegeta would literally do anything for Bulma, even stop fighting. Also, it’s not threatening with sex, it’s threatening to not take baths together anymore, if we wanna be picky – which is way cuter as a joke, lol.
And if we wanna go back in time to Z, both Goku and Vegeta are total alphas when it comes to fighting, but they're total 'simps' (even though I hate that term) with their wives. Just think about the Goku-Chichi dynamic, or the fact that Vegeta gets forced by Bulma to take a shower, walking behind her like a little puppy. For sure, in this sense, DB is an anime that women really like because it’s super feminist: women can be housewives but strong-willed, able to put their husbands in check (Chichi), free-spirited, smart entrepreneurs but still loyal when married (Bulma), alpha and tough - almost masculine - and humiliating to men (Android 18), sweet yet stalker-ish and still feminine (Videl). In the DB franchise, all the women boss around their men, who in turn rule the universe – and I think that’s what makes DB such a forward-thinking work for its time.
What do you all think of fans (i think the majority of those, are male fans) complaining about the Bulma and Vegeta bath time gag in Daima's latest episode? I read many comments complaining that "Vegeta would never", "they killed his character", "what about his pride", etc.
I tend to think that this is meant to tie into his character development.
● Although he remains a warrior and loves fighting, proving himself to be the best is no longer his sole objective and obsession. Post-Buu, he still wants to achieve great things and be the best, but that desire is no longer consumming him.
● That he would be willing to give up fighting for Bulma. Just like when he refused to go train/fight when Bulma was close to giving birth in Super. And it's even implied, that Vegeta is not staying behind solely because "Bulma would get mad", but because he is genuinely excited about the event and seeing their child.
(And also of course, it was a lightearted OG dragon ball type of gag which Daima, since the beginning, said they were aiming for.)
Curious to see what fans on Tumblr may think of this.
Was the scene out of character for Vegeta?
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skeletonh0e · 2 days ago
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Fuck it
Fresh Sans x Reader (SFW AND NSFW cuz I'm not a coward)
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Literally everyone in the multiverse is going to judge you from a mile away
"Really? HIM???"
Yes. Him.
The strange thing about dating him though is that at first glance it's hard for people to tell if you two are like actually dating or if you two are just really good friends
Because given how Fresh reacts around everyone else it's actually hard to tell
He's touchy, he does kiss you just randomly on occasion, he's generally friendly and supportive but it makes it a bit hard to tell who he's into someone or just....
Being himself
You normally have to explicitly state that he's your boyfriend for others to kind of get it
Or Fresh says it, normally basically akin to "ayo yo yo! it's 8 o'clock me and my boo are supposed to watch all of fresh prince of bel air together! gotta scram!"
And yes, you are the boo in question
His pet names are normally again no different from what he calls others "bro, bruh, dude, homie" (yes he treats all these terms as gender neutral) but you do get the more actually romantic ones like "my boo" or "baby" if he's in a genuinely sweet mood
I will say he only has a vague sense of what he's doing, make no mistake if you managed to befriend him then pursue a romantic type of relationship with him, he trusts you completely and makes that abundantly clear. However he struggles with most emotions in general soooooo
Kind of just repeats things he sees on TV and goes off vibes
Dates are usually extremely cheesy as a result and painfully over the top, often done with his own twist about things. Think hiring a band to play you a song over a moon lit night dinner but the song is all start and the food is like chicken nuggets and mac n' cheese
Surprisingly also gives you a lot of gifts
Sometimes it's things you actually like and would expect from a romantic partner, other times it's just like gag gifts or something random he found that he thought you'd appreciate like pretty rocks, a jar of goo, or something you're pretty sure was an organ at one point (you don't know you don't ask)
One time proposed to you with a ring pop cuz he was told this was something people in relationships do
You still have the ring to this day ofc he got you the best of the best it never ends, never goes bad and you just have to clean it if it ever gets dirty
Also you basically have a free multi universal traveling service here, say the word and he'll take you anywhere. Hell, you don't even gotta say anything sometime he'll just pick you up and take you on an adventure
Which yes it doesn't matter how small or tall you are he will just randomly pick you up, the only difference is the way he does it as it can range from lifting you up above his head or tucking you under his shoulder
On a more serious note since he's not the most aware person about feelings and relationships you'll have to be painfully blind when communicating your feelings
Speaking of he's kind of shit at comforting you
He'll try, willing to hug and go "let it all out broski" but doesn't really know what to say
Especially if he's the reason your upset
Fresh: "bby who hurt you i will karate chop them so hard!"
Y/N: "It was you dumbass!"
Fresh: "....."
Fresh: *process to karate chop himself*
I wouldn't say he's super protective or even all that jealous for that matter, but he doesn't like people messing with you and he especially doesn't like people hurting you
So he's never afraid to intervene
Will just poof into existence between you and someone you were talking to while sounding off the worlds loudest airhorn
No one would call Fresh pure evil but uh, he definitely has some questionable morals. You may have to reign him here or there
Unless you wanna encourage that side of him ya know what they say YOLO baby
Definitely the type of partner to just annoy you like "you've gone too long without paying attention to me so I'm just gonna lay on top of you now"
He's very touchy with everyone in general but especially the case with you
Fairly big on PDA as a result which leads to the afterforementioned confusion with others not knowing how legit this attraction actually it
Hope you're ready to receive a lot of goofy ass text and very silly memes
Literally sliding into ur dms 24/7 and you cannot get rid of him
He wuuuuves you ❤️🧡💚💛💙💜
NSFW (BELOW THE CUT MINORS LOOK AWAY)
Does not know what sex is
Man is definitely asexual, it's a bit unclear where he falls specifically on the spectrum and trying to get him to pick a label is hard. However he's never had urges and certainly never had any reason to get into it
Until now at least
But you will have to explain it otherwise the moment you attempt something he's gonna be CONFUSED
And explain in detail cause he's gonna have questions
A lot of questions
And he still doesn't one hundred percent get it, but he's not disgusted by it and while he might feel little to no sexual arousal
He does like making you happy
He has the ability to make whatever junk you want, so it's basically build a bear
It's still Fresh though get ready for him goofy ass to just keep yapping
Very vocal especially when he turns you into a quivering moaning mess
While he can make his own gentials his favorite thing to do is give head or really just use his hands, the latter allows him to keep talking. And with thus man's extreme stamina he can do it for hours so again you'll have to make it VERY clear when too much is too much
Also an aspect he kind of gets into is lingerie, but I think he just likes you seeing you in pretty outfits and enjoyed skin to skin (skin to bone) contact a lot
Naturally expects for the focus to be on you and him to top especially since he all but outright confirms he's in this for YOU not for him
If you try and turn the tables on him he will be an EXTREMELY whiney and needy bottom especially if you tease him
Be warned too much teasing and he'll flip the roles back with a VENGEANCE
On a more serious note, definitely will have to ease him into extreme kinks not only because everything is new to him but he might also take it overboard
He is genuinely trying though so be easy on him
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atissi · 1 year ago
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if you are 1) currently in a university where your student healthcare covers hormone therapy, and 2) in a good financial, emotional, and social position to start hormone therapy, i would recommend pursuing it. because in my experience, it's a huge pain in the ass to get an endocrinologist once you're on your own
#unless you live near a planned parenthood or another equivalent to that#but in general you might as well take advantage of the mandatory student health insurance while you have it#it's also cheaper than you might expect. my vials cost $40 CAD for 4 months and then the injection materials are like a couple dollars each#for me i got a therapist with the university and asked them to recommend me to one of the uni's doctors#so i got to skip some of the waitlisting process yay#and then even after getting access to hormones i went to the clinic maybe 5 or 6 times because i needed a nurse to help me with injections#all of which was 'free' because it was with the university#now that i'm graduated though i need to find a new endocrinologist and it turns out the process is WAY more complicated on your own 🤡#of course your mileage may vary depending on how based your school is but it's definitely worth checking imo 🤷#beepbeep.txt#wanted to say this because i basically didn't use the uni health services until my last year and i was like 'wow#'i'm actually getting so much shit for free right now'#like i was seeing a therapist and a dietician and the endocrinologist and a nurse simultaneously at one point#and i might've missed out on all that if i didn't have someone tell me how easy it was to get help if you ask the right questions#so there's my word of wisdom for anyone who might benefit from it.......#also going to post tips about injections later because i think that would also help people out 👍
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lucabyte · 7 months ago
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On autonomy, and what it means to be Obliged to Help.
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#a homestuck walks into an antechamber and asks#hey is anybody going to make this dynamic wholly deterministic and thus dubiously consensual by its very nature#ANYWAY bigger ramble below. scroll down like usual#isat spoilers#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#sifloop#THATS RIGHT WE'RE STILL SHIP TAGGING IT BABYYYY#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#lucabyteart#RAMBLE START: anyway i think loop is wrong here. they have it backwards. as-- in my opinion--#the main reason they could be called back into existence postcanon is because *their* wish for help is still not complete#they still need help. siffrin still needs help. neither of them will ever stop needing help.#they will thus uphold the wish until the end of siffrin's natural lifespan.#that said. what does it mean that loop can be so wholly forced to abide by siffrin's wants?#(assuming the dagger cutscene posession is them being forced to uphold the 'help siffrin' wish via harsh universe logic)#[as opposed to something capricious and cruel the change god did. which feels out of character for the change god to me?]#much like how the island wish and duplicate objects are neutered by simply sliding off people's brains...#is loop subtly ushered toward their wish? obviously it's not a full override (see: the bossfight). but is there any interference?#and if so. so what? does it matter? if they don't notice? is it even real if they don't notice?#and even if they do notice. the universe leads we follow. how much do either of them value their free will in a belief system like that?#the whole game is dedicated to siffrin habitually NOT excersizing his free will. doing things the same Every Time.#Loop ESPECIALLY does this. predetermined predetermined predetermined even in the FACE OF CHANGE. REFUSING. ANY CHOICE.#Maybe they'd even be comforted by having a universe-ordained purpose even if it is subservient. even if its to Him.#(though. i can't see siffrin enjoying the idea that someone is subservient TO them... then all their suffering is his fault...)#loop got into this mess via WANTING too much. no more free will. can't be trusted with it. take it away from them.#but yeah. gets my greasy detective pony hands all over this. and everyone please do remember i like to make characters Outright Wrong A Lot
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jackass-jones · 2 years ago
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Honestly shoutout to Steven Universe for the representation of malachite and abusive relationships because it holds up really well and is still like one of the only abuse narratives I’ve seen that portrays how like. Abusive relationships aren’t as simple as “evil abusive person was constantly Mean and Bad to nice victim” like. Lapis is a realistic victim. She refused to leave the relationship because she longed to have connection with someone and she liked feeling as though she could have control for once, even though she really didn’t. She wasn’t nice and innocent, she felt anger and resentment and liked taking it out on Jasper. And despite how horrible it was, she deeply misses Jasper because it was the longest and deepest relationship she’s ever had with anyone and she didn’t know how to function without it
But Lapis is still a victim and we’re meant to care for her and understand where she comes from. She chose to stay with Jasper to keep others safe from her harm, and because she thought she herself deserved the abuse as a way of making up for everything bad she’s done. Jasper reminds Lapis over and over that she is a monster and that’s why they should be together, because Jasper is the only one who understands her. And when Lapis finally rejects their relationship, she mostly states it through what she herself felt and has done, saying that she didn’t like the person she became in that relationship and she never wants to feel like that ever again. It’s messy and complicated, just like how actual abuse is
Anyways yeah talk about a very good abuse narrative thanks steven universe
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Just so some king in this world may have driven one of his favourites from him, or he may have been forced from the king against both of their wills; then hath he many torments and many mishaps in his exile, yet he may come to the same lord whom he before was with, and there be much more worshipful than he was. Then he will recall the misfortunes which he had there in his exile, and yet not be the more unhappy — Alfred the Great's translation of St. Augustine's Soliloquies
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summertimemusician · 5 months ago
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Linktober 2024, Day 1, Mirror (Self)
Alright here we go again.
Technically a sneak peak of a bigger thing to come in the future that I'm repurposing, and the result of my final playthrough and readthrough before EoW dropped being Four Swords Adventures and that made me sad about Shadow Link again.
Note that this is for the Four Swords Adventures iteration of Shadow Link that might evolve into an LU Shadow, not Dark Link in either LOZ or LU, I have other plans for him.
This one shot was brought to you by Scars by The Crane Wives, Ribs by The Crane Wives, Ruin by The Amazing Devil and Two Minutes by The Amazing Devil because the author's playlist decided to be incredibly cheeky when they blacked out to write this like an ancient seers being cursed with visions and then called mad and hearing they've been put up for execution.
As always the nature of the relationship can be romantic or platonic, mostly due to the author's time constraints and further plans.
Anyway enjoy the reading!
It was cold.
The sort of cold after a wildfire, when everything's turned back to ash, the sort that left burned your vision white after the flames licked through your veins and left an ache in your bones. He shuddered, coughed black onto the stone floor, shaking with a muffled whimper.
It never got any easier, being dragged from the Dark World and into the Realm of Light, the goddesses' world itself revolting against an intruder, wanting the wound torn asunder into their oh so precious realm cauterized. To purge the intrusion and smite it where it stands.
Too bad for them (and for him), his master didn't particularly care about what the world wanted. Didn't particularly care that he hadn't grow accustomed to the pain or the cold, he had to stand up. There was work to be done.
(Shadow gritted his teeth, willed himself not to think about the prophecy of a golden haired princess- because whether he liked it or not, it was prophecy. As those with divinity running through their veins are wont to spill from their throats so carelessly- of violet eyes and a smile a third moonlight and hands holding a hammer.
It always hurt more, after one of the heroes liberated one of the maidens, or the jewels, the pain lingering for days afterwards and carving a home in his metaphorical bones. But just this once he'd take the cold bite of the Four Swords over the pain in the hole in his chest that Vio's betrayal had left, something that felt so much worse than every other time before.
Just this once he wished that maybe, just maybe, the hurt would be too much to bear, that he wouldn't wake up again-
Why? Why does it hurt so much but he's still here? He already knew the Light was uncompromising and unforgiving, but he thought them at least above curses.)
His ears twitched as soft, almost silent footsteps came up to his side. Someone crouching by his fallen form, setting a cautious hand over his own that Shadow couldn't help but draw away from with a hiss, blinking as his eyes adjusted to the world again, to your face, carefully blank as you guided him to lean against your side, a silver choker with a crimson gem winked mockingly at him, the shade closing his eyes and going boneless against your side.
Shadow was so, so tired.
He heard you quietly sigh, plucking his cap from his head and running your fingers through dark amethyst, smoke and mist made hair. "I told you so."
"Shut up." He grumbled, nuzzling further into the crook of your neck. One clawed hand curling against your free wrist, digging into the skin. Absentmindedly noting there were new scratches just above the metal.
It was routine by now, the warmth of your existence against his own a welcome balm, not quite of the Realm of Light where it's unpleasant, not too close to the Dark World where he felt like melting back into the embrace of the darkness, only to howl in agony at being dragged out.
Memories not quite his own bled into his mind all the time. How you'd shape ice into flowers for the princess in winter with nary a though, of blinking and from one second to the next you'd have whatever sword he had hostage if you though it was time for a break with a smile brighter than the sun.
His master had changed that though. It took months for you to stop trying to claw the collar out and to stop trying to fight Vaati.
(Funny how holding a mage's dragon as a bargaining chip is just as effective as kidnapping a ruler.)
Your gaze flicked to the polished obsidian of the Dark Mirror, to the gold, ornate frame. "The offer is still open, you know. Let me take the suffering from you."
"No." He scowled, leaning back to glare into your eyes, a hint of fangs poking out from a maw struggling to keep the shape of a human jaw, "You helped him. Helped them." Shadow spat, there is that hurt again.
You shrugged, a movement that's just slightly awkward as you flinch, "That I did." You confirmed simply, it almost made Shadow see red as he leaned away, knocking your hand from his head in the process, but if there's anything him and the heroes shared, was a lack of a desire to hurt you. It was a little grating to be honest, "Vio even offered to take me with him, to be honest."
"Then why didn't you leave?" He demanded.
Why did you stick around?
Your eyes shuttered, a hint of conflict in your pursed lips. Before you found your words, they come out softly, "You wouldn't believe me if I told you why. You'll just have to find out yourself."
You tug your wrist from his grasp, and Shadow lets you go.
(Stubbornly pushing down on memories and emotions that arearen'tarenotanymore quite his.)
You stand and turn away, pushing the curtains away from your sight, you turn your tired eyes to Shadow with an emotion he can't put a name to. "Just keep it in mind that there's more than one way to end this. Nothing is truly inevitable."
Shadow watches you go. 'There's nothing that can be done. He tells himself, hand hesitating above the Dark Mirror, briefly, it curls into a fist. The hero's original self stares back at him.
'… Does he really believe that?'
He shakes his head, and focuses on willing the Dark Mirror to show him his counterpart.
His chest still hurts.
#summer writes linktober 2024#lu shadow x reader#well implied#shadow link x reader#lu vio x reader x shadow link#lu four x reader#if we count both Vio and Shadow as part of him which I both do and don't (it's complicated)#lu four x reader x lu shadow#You ever think that considering how Shadow isn't human and a reflection of someone else#that he likely struggles with human feelings and putting a proper name to them?#and that he might share memories and emotions with Four/Link and have a hard time discerning what is his and what isn't#and just possible identity issues in general from being separated from what's essentially every other part of himself?#because I do. A lot. It lives in my head rent free#man I want to write more about this guy#is Reader from Hyrule? Are they isekaied and just doing their best to blend in and somehow ended up a magic user?#Are they a secret third thing or a guide au iteration?#Who knows! (the author does but is too sleep deprived to elaborate)#All they know is that they're have feelings (up to interpretation) for Link and are close to Zelda#that Shadow may have stolen their dragon but they don't want to let him suffer alone now that Vio is gone even though they could have left#and that they would fistfight Vaati if not for their magical restrictions (it will be expanded in it's own one shot)#not necessarily in that order#yes I am adding to Shadow's extensive crimes and making it so that the dragon in the manga in this was Reader's.#They just wanted their scaly puppy back and now they're trapped in the drama and absolutely over it#linked universe x reader#they commiserate with Dot/Zelda over this fact over tea which can probably be an one shot of it's own
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wasabikitcat · 5 months ago
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community college is so funny because half of the teachers are like "For this class you need to use lockdown browser for all quizzes and tests. You need to buy this 70 dollar textbook, and all papers turned in must be in APA format with a title page even if they're only 500 words long. I will not accept late assignments. Also you have a minimum of 4 assignments a week." and the other half are like "you don't need proctoring for the final exam I trust you. here's a download link to a pirated copy of the textbook. as long as your writing is coherent and demonstrates an understanding of the material I literally could not care less what format you use. I can't figure out how canvas works so I'm not giving you due dates, just make sure it's turned in before the grading period ends. your only weekly assignment is a forum post with a minimum of 100 words."
#my favorite teacher so far is still the film history professor I had in my first semester.#he was very old and didn't understand how canvas worked at all and sometimes had trouble opening a video file#but simultaneously he was tech literate enough to recommend we use firefox with an ad blocker#because whenever someone missed class and was like 'where do i go to find the movie' he'd be like 'use an ad blocker and google it'#he said the school made him stop emailing links to free movie sites because people would open them on chrome with no ad block#and there'd be borderline malware on them. like this guy gave me the impression he was like. a veteran movie pirate lol.#that class had barely any assignments. like there wasn't a final exam or anything.#he just wanted us to write a paragraph or so answering a few questions about the movies we watched. it was chill.#and i also learned a lot actually. like i didn't know what a nickelodeon was before then. or the Hays Code.#the movies were genuinely good. i never thought Id be that into old black and white movies or westerns for example but they actually slapped#some of them had really mature themes and i definitely started to understand the people on this website who are like#'if the only media you consume is children's media you should maybe branch out instead of calling steven universe problematic'#because a lot of the movies we watched depicted very 'problematic' things and were able to directly address them because they are for adults#(to clarify I didn't just like kids media before then. i just mean that it introduced me to some older stuff i didn't think I'd like)#(but i ended up liking a lot. it also made me realize that movies made today are kind of shit. which i also already knew)#(but it put it more into perspective because I have more to compare it to)#im rambling now. community college is pretty swag i enjoy it. and i do get along with the teachers who have crazy requirements too lol.
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"The outer reaches of space remain unexplored by humankind to this day, but its greed is relentless. We grasp and yearn and hunger for knowledge— answers to questions we cry out into the endless void expecting to understand, expecting the stars to respond. The stars will not, but one day something else will— and we will not like what it has to say." — Rome Solomon, Beyond the Exosphere (1965)
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#obscura#edit:rome#nuclearocs#nuclearedits#ok so. ok hi. red and i made a new universe hi. sorry. morris quincy victor and eleanor belong to them the rest belong to meee :3#the pictures i used are basically the patron saints of their occupation / line of work! so that's not what they look like#anyway it's a mix of paranormal stuff + lovecraftian horror + sort of zombies :^)#they're like. the domains of lucifer (demons) behemoth (zombies) and leviathan (the eldritch horrors that happen in space and oceans)#who are like. the three evils that torment the mortal realm#it's all in a historical setting kind of parallel to our world? so a bunch of historic events are the same but it's like#a little bit more advanced with technology but at the same time it's not. it's Just A Little Different y'know#rome's sister went to space for a mission and just straight up went missing which prompts him to become an astronomer#and he's the first one to start speculating the existence of leviathan as eldritch god#morris is a technician at the academy who has an angel stuck in his computer#eve is a nun and herbalist who witnesses the influence of behemoth firsthand through some sick travelers#that she and the other nuns of her convent take care of#anatoly and quincy are both from different space missions who end up as the only survivors who are not basically a plant#the other two survivors have secretly been replaced with some sort of parasites. annihilation style if you've seen that movie#eleanor is a demonologist and works together with her brother victor who's her cameraman#clarence is a blind psychic who lost her sight because of an angel trying to warn her and in return got her psychic abilities#and lazarus is one of the two most famous demonologists in the world but his wife (the other one) passed away#so now he's alone and since he's not from an upper class family like his wife was he's not all that loved as she was#there's a lot going on but it's SO fucking fun to work on so far. feel free to send any asks i would love to explain more :^)#if you've made it this far also hi i love you. kiss for you
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softcryz · 2 months ago
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Does the clock in your sonas chest need oiling and calibrating. Do they carry WD40 with them like a human would sunscreen.
I think the clock would need a lot of upkeep considering this thing is jumping through interdimensional portals and is made of a HIGHLY corrosive.. Substance(?)
SO YEAH. As funny as that is, probably! It'd want to make sure the clock keeps working. Maybe it'd have a thicker layer of """skin""" near the clock as to keep it from the acidic stuff. Maybe, as part of the universe and something far beyond, it simply wills the clock into pristine condition
I think it'd enjoy the mundaneness of polishing it though. It'd make a bit out of the WD40 at some point
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